Friday, April 14, 2006

how does it feels to be taken for granted?! how does it feels when someone very close to you lied to you!?! HOW DOES IT FEELS?!?

TERRIBLE. horrendous. ridiculous. everything bad. my closest friend did this to me. i feel like crying. im devastated. despondent. disconcerted. everything. im freaking sad now. no anger. i've passed the stage of anger. im sorrowful. im everything that is not happy.

i want a holiday. a real holiday out of this whole freaking place. a real holiday out of school and class. a real holiday in SWITZERLAND again. a real holiday with him. everything has gone haywire this year. i dont know why. it's so ridiculous and i cant stand it. tell me where have i gone wrong?! PLEASE!!! but im really very upset and who knows that my tears flow down my cheeks at night? who knows if my heart is bleeding? who knows what will happen to me tm?!

NO ONE. cos NO ONE cares. ALL THEY CARE is about tests, exams, results.
piggified.

SHIN-ing @.. 8:46 AM