Friday, October 06, 2006
wow. its been exactly a month since my blog went on HIATUS! lol. ok im back now. exams are ALMOST over. with Lit, Maths paper 2 and DnT being the last three next wk. then thurs and fri and d following mon are marking days. WHEE! then i get to sleep longer at home. MUAHAHA. but i doubt i can slp longer. im accustomed to waking up at 6am alr. well, anw, i'll try! ok, my exams so far, hasnt been going tt well. except for the chinese today! haix. hope i can go into triples sci. HOPING SO. oh well. i have been always from church for like 3 wks?! and i really feel very very ungodly now. its like things are going hay wire. my world is crashing down on me. friendship, everything is like WOW. so disastrous. cant i even be streamed to another class happily?! why is all these competition coming up now? i dont know. i didnt know friends are supposed to be plotting against one another?! im shocked at how the world is today. oh well whatever. IM DISAPPOINTED IN YOU, ZOE.
oh oh anw, i saw a SUPER HAPPY NEWS on the web!! my darling, BOSCO is going to Hokkaido to film in dec. MUAHAHA. im going to meet him! anw, im going there for holiday too! WHEE!!! BOSCO!!! NATALIE!!! KEVIN!!! NIKI!!! here i come!!!~~~ haha. ok. depends on our fate la. LOL. ok. hmm. i really hope to meet him and put my cantonese to gd use. i've actually became so interested and started conversing with my grandparents in canto because i really believed tt ONE FINE DAY i will see RAY, BOSCO, LEILA!! then i can converse with them at ease. and WE CAN BE FRIENDS. YAY! its a dream la. but, miracles do come true with our God.
hmm. ystd was a nice day. i finally realised how impt how much he means to me. as in my best friend. i was really feeling very down. cos some friends in sch really made me very very hurt. then no matter how much my senior tried to cheer me up, i was still like down. i could see tt he ( my senior) was trying to cheer me up. but i just cant accept it la. and anw i felt he didnt really understand my plight. or was i too stubborn to listen to ANY advice?! i dont know. but i suddenly rmb FERRIS was taking his exams today so i smsed him ystd. he smsed sth back tt's SUPER SWEET! and it really cheered me up. it wasnt any advice for my friendship problem, it wasnt a propose, it wasnt a compliment from me. it was something tt is very sweet to me tt many of u out there would go CHEY. ONLY LIKE TT. ok. to me, it meant ALOT. it made me felt important in his life. ok, tt's how i interprete it. i dont want to elab on what he said. but anw, im sure he did well for his english today. tt's all about my life! its full of ups and downs. really a million thanks to ZIAI, my daughter, for always hearing my problems. haix. i knw you were shocked too! i was shocked too when i heard abt what zoe wants. well, tt's d way she perceives life as, we cant do anything. oh and next, im kind of like back to my tv-addicted life. MUAHAHA. i'll curb it. dun worry. nd to study for Lit and Maths alr. but b4 that i'll leave a quote to you... BYEE!!
The greatest danger for most of us is not that we aim to high and we miss it, but we aim too low and reach it... -Michaelangelo
SHIN-ing @.. 1:35 PM
