Tuesday, September 18, 2007

how am i supposed to tell you that i'm feeling so disappointed? how am i supposed to tell you that i'm sad? how am i supposed to tell you... all that i'm feeling now?

it's so hard to say it out. how can i add on to your burden? with my sis having depression and anorexic... how am i supposed to tell you... well i guess the only way out is to have my sis fully recovered in the fastest time.. i'm beginning to not feel any parental love that i used to have.. how am i supposed to tell you that i just yearn for that 1 min of love..

i learnt a new way of venting my sadness etc.. thats to cry! there's alot that's kept inside me that i really have to cry it out.. my eyes are so tired from that daily crying. :( in any case, i just pray that the Lord bless us all with the strength to carry on each day! AMEN! i'll never give up! :)

ciao!

SHIN-ing @.. 9:04 PM